18 miles at 13.42 min/mile.. Happy.

These past few days have been super stressful. I am juggling too many hats at once and it leaves me exhausted.. I can't sleep, I can't stop thinking.

But this Sunday I woke up with a very positive dream, I dreamt I finished the marathon before anyone else. This dream sort of gave me the courage to push harder. I was determined to do better. I just wanted to finish under 14min/mile.

We did just that this Sunday on the beautiful trails of Carderock, near great falls MD. It feels wonderful.

I feel better, still very anxious. But this Sunday when I ran, it was pure joy. Everything hurt but I was in my zone. I sort of felt God was helping me achieve my dream. It was his way of saying dream bigger, I'm here to help to stand right by you. 

When I ran this Sunday it was like never before, I don't know how I had the strength or courage but all I want to do is thank God for it. I think you are the best!

I have such strong feelings for God even though I am not religious, I feel he's always been there for me whenever I have needed him. It's amazing he always there for you always. May he help everyone who needs him. Bless us all.